The Unwritten Story

Letters To Juliet

2011-10-21T16:58:00.005+08:00

watch it now !

i wish my love story would be like theirs :)

Taman Negara Kuala Koh, Kelantan

2011-09-25T20:07:00.004+08:00

" nature always tends to act in the simplest way "

by Bernoulli

24th september 2011

had my very first camping trip to Taman Negara Kuala Koh-Kelantan. force to wake up at 5.30am and to pack up my stuff. around 7am reaches the destination where we're supposed to meet up with the other members. Those mountain motorcyclist were cool but some were lame xD sorry to say la ojii-san. on second thought i wanna find a boyfriend who ride these mountain bikes too : P just kidding. so around 2pm we reached the forest. i can swear it was the best camp trip ever. pfff,, i only went for camp once and i said this was the best -__- we checked in to our chalets and dorms then we're off to set up the tents. i thought were staying in chalets but NO instead we got dorms in a hostel to overnight. after being soaked in sweat for all day long i took bath with freezing ice cold water aka river water and its yellowish. yucks . . but i still manage to go through it thou. finally had our buffet dinner at 7pm but again sorry to say the food wasnt really nice plus i dont have appetite. 9.30pm, we had steamboat party at the camp site with a camp fire. not big but at least we had some light source and its freaking dark in there. 11.00pm ice bath again and off to bed :)

25 September 2011

woke up at 7.00am due to the noises next door by those people in dorm 2. tsk. i walked into the toilet and i had to face those yellowish water again. 8.00am early morning breakfast beside the camp site again. had toasted eggs and sausages with bread as my morning meal. thanks mom :D later on we went on jungle trekking into the deep forest. just only a few miles away from the campsite. after walking around in circles for 30mins+ we head back to the site. hangout and played with my sister for awhile and its time to go home. took a bath again but this time the water looks normal to me. haha. hurry pack up and jump on the car. say bye bye to the campsite :') well i can say this trip is like heaven's on earth.

it is the nature of thought to find its way into actions

2011-09-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

"the sky still moving on and i know this is the best for us. i cant seem to stop the tears rolling down my cheek and force to smile infront of you. well how foolish can i be? so please just forget our memories. just leave and dont ever come back to me. im not trying to be bad but you dont deserve a boy like me. dont look back and just turn away. i know i'll regret but i just want whats the best for you and me. i will be fine and i'll do anything to make you happy. thats what i desire but its hard to live in. i cant find a word to tell you whats on my mind. i made my decision to let you go but i cant seem to know why i keep holding on to you. im sorry and please forget our memories together :'| "

2011-08-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

i wanna be blown away

i wanna be swept off my feet

i wanna meet the one that makes it hard to breath

i wanna be lost in love

i wanna be your dream come true

i wanna be scared of how strong i feel for you.

p/s: damn love this song.

TOP 10 favourite guys ( ;

2011-08-10T16:27:00.007+08:00

Justin Bieber . He's the first in my life .

Taylor Lautner. My super-duper and the hottest werewolf guy . My second one (:

Follow by, Jesse McCartney the cute Theadore Chipmunk .

Max Irons the knight of the Red Riding Hood .

Ian Somerhalder, my chosen vampire guy .

Paul Wesley, my second chosen vampire .

Tom Falton, my favourite wizard in Hogwarts .

Zac Efron, my Charlie St. Cloud .

Robert Pattinson , the one and only .

Alex Pettyfer , my favoirite Number Four .

2011-08-07T22:48:00.004+08:00

still looking for the right time, the right place to be and the right one to be with . all i need is my L.A.M.O.S right now cuz i know they'll be there for me when my ass needed them X)

nehh,, the word GIVEUP will never exist in my dictionary . i'll just have to keep moving forward

yeah ! totally agree with this . a smile will always make a day better don'cha think ?

i've tried this once but no tears came out so just forget about it cuz its not worth it (:

JB- FEVER !

2011-08-06T12:14:00.005+08:00

currently having lovesick (:

sumpah ! aku minat gila kat budak ni ! dah tengok movie dia lebih daripada dua kali .

he's cute , awesome , cool and a picture perfect for me . wish malaysia has guys as hot as him . pfft. . . i know some 'people' hates him a lot but i dont. i will NEVER ! i prefer putting my interest on him than some other guys here. i know he barely gonna exist here ( M'sia ) but he's in my world . i mean who knows maybe he'll come and perform again right ? ilovehim!

2011-08-01T18:50:00.003+08:00

i really got to do this now :'(

2011-07-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

i'm still smiling even though you're out of my life (:

2011-07-28T16:13:00.004+08:00

nothing much . just wanna post some pictures out on my own .

The 7 truths

2011-07-22T22:40:00.006+08:00

the seven truths that i like about you :

your hair

your eyes

your outfits and

you're all mine

you make me laugh, you make me cry

i dont know which to choose i guess both i'll have to buy.

sometimes when we're on the phone you says you're alright,

i wanna be with the one i know.

and the seventh truth that i like the most that you do

'you make me love you' and you do.

from me to you,

digubal dari lagu 7 things by Miley Cyrus

2011-07-19T18:30:00.004+08:00

Paris j'adore !

there are three main places i would like to visit if i really have a chance to go Paris au France.

< Seine Rover Cruise >

Paris is especially enchanting when the lights go on in the evening, so take a short tour to sample the city's magic first-hand.

< Disneyland Resort Paris >

Discover Disneyland Resort, a Magical Kingdom not so far away- somewhere between a place you wish upon a star and dreams come true and classic Disney heroes and heroines live once upon a time in fairytales that are happily never ending.

< Eiffel Tower >

is one of the most famous monuments in the world. it was built by Gustave Eiffel in 1889 for the World Fair, where it was the star attraction.

one more week to go :D

2011-07-18T19:46:00.004+08:00

Ericson ! i know you misses me and so do i. just bear for one more week and that lame challenge is over. keep holding on !

ИѲ ƤĦѲИЄ ƵѲИЄ !

2011-07-11T22:21:00.005+08:00

dont ask me why cuz im actually doing this for the sake of my family. save more money and save more electricity supply for my battery . im banning myself not to use phone for 2 weeks and i'll see what i can do about this daring challenge. so wanna contact me just inbox me in facebook or call my house phone . fyi , house phone is available all the time . meanwhile i'll only reply those messages which are urgent . im sorry for the inconvenience . so Ericsson i'll meet you back after two weeks and for the mean time please go hibernate (;

SPORTS DAY 2011

2011-07-09T16:20:00.003+08:00

Girlguide members, we finally won our very first marching competition . can you believe that we might actually win ? i mean for real ? we never won in marching competition before EVER ! thanks to our squadleader Sheau Ching who lead all of us to victory . without you we're nothing but losers dont'cha think ? i mean me not others . you make us felt as a winner this year . thanks a lot ! i really appreciate all the efforts you had done . all those scolding, screaming and kena denda it was worth it . well, besides staying back for almost everyday in school for practices does helps alot. keep on training and im sure the upcoming competition with PGS girls wont be a probelm (; keep up with it doe !

2011-07-07T18:12:00.003+08:00

stay by my side always .
never walk away when i needed you .
listen to me when i want to talk .
dont run away when i called you from far .
never lie to me when you did something wrong .
dont pretend that you could not see me .
stop treating me unfairly .
and tell me that you're with me no matter what happen (;

Romeo & Juliet

2011-06-25T22:16:00.004+08:00

" He knelt on the ground and pull out a ring

and say Marry me Juliet "

' Romeo & Juliet' the best love story ever told by the Roman. William Shakespeare's work of art. The greatest example of love story.

dreams

2011-06-21T20:25:00.004+08:00

im still trying to catch it.

' dare to dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen one

to touch the sky '

dreams are meant to realize. without dreams there are no hope and future right ? so why scared to dream? why stop dreaming when you woke up? its belongs to you. no one else could take it away. the only place where dreams are impossible is in your mind. to fall in love, or fall in hate? get inspired or be depressed? ace a test or flunk the class? speak the truth or lie and cheat? dance on tables or sit at the corner? life is divine in chaos. so embrace it. just forgive yourself, breath and enjoy the dream ride. therefore, if you never chase your dreams, you'll never catch them.

2011-06-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

JUST MADE A NEW HISTORY AT 6.39PM

i dont cry because its over. i smiled because it happened. thank you for everything .

2011-05-30T16:08:00.004+08:00

there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good . after all , life is too short to be anything but happy .

2011-05-27T14:21:00.004+08:00

:: a perpetual holiday is a good working definition of hell ::

sit back and relax cuz holiday is here ! online and chat on the phone till late night , watch movies with friends and sleepover and even sleep during the day and wake up at night .

being a student , 'holiday' is what we hope for right ?

MR HOLIDAY ! HERE'S THE BEGINNING OF MY MEMORIES WITH YOU .

2011-05-22T11:39:00.004+08:00

seriously , im sorry if i ignored you . i didnt mean to . im trying to wait for the right time now.

everything is not temporary. it is always forever . never cry because its over, only cry because it happened . so cheer up okay :)

2011-05-18T18:15:00.004+08:00

i actually got bored sitting alone at home . wanna go online but its still bored . it just couldnt kill my bored-ness away. so i ended up watching a comedy and romance movie : AQUAMARINE

better than nothing i guess . it was kinda nice actually . aww, a mermaid finding for true love in the human world ? it only exist in fairytale story . our world? pfft. . . mermaid doesnt even exist. well, maybe they did. it just that i had never seen one before thats all.

2011-04-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

KOIR PERINGKAT DAERAH KINTA :)

VENUE : SMJK SAM TET

TIME : 2.30-5.00

HE'S HERE !

2011-04-18T21:46:00.004+08:00

VENUE : RPS HALL

DATE : 18.4.2011

TIME : 2.30 TO 5 PM

MOTIVATOR : DR SHEIKH MUSZAPHAR

so , inilah dia . "Dr Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor" . the first Malaysian astronaut to the space . boleh la dikatakan amat bangga jadi budak RPS sebab boleh dengar talk dia tu ^^ pakai baju yang sama ni . well, his look is still the same . the look on his face maybe is getting older . physically is fit and super duper and awesomely tall. damn it ! he's way too tall -.- his smile was frickingly cutee . most of the students and teachers did melt you know including me-muaa ! never thought that i would listen to his whole talk . yeah , he is super sporting and funny and flirt-ish at the same time ;) i know . i didnt get any autographs nor pictures with him . so what ? at least i get to see him in a close distance , not through a magical box that we use remote to click on right ? so let just be it . thanks for the talk doc and NICKI you miss all the fun! :d

2011-04-17T20:24:00.004+08:00

hey, im sorry about that . i didn't mean it okay . you know i always get my emotions all mixed up. you know sometimes i even talk without going through my brain . so im really really sorry . people do make mistakes right so are we okay with it ? if you're okay with it then just send me a message after reading it okay (:

truly from my heart saying that im sorry ;

-chiunie-

hey you !

2011-04-10T22:00:00.006+08:00

perhatian kepada orang yang berbaju putih itu ;

dijemput balik ke rumah on 25th april 2011. and try bringing back your homework and show me. i wanna see how does a university homework works. well, as you know like we said you'll be surprise when you come back and sees your room. one word PINK !

you just gotta re-paint it thats all. but im pretty sure Barbi doesnt like you barging into her room you know. emm,,emmm.. she'll bite ! trust me i've face her more than you do . so go on easy with her when you come back. and by the way, the cheese cake is always waiting in the shop so just keep waiting yaw ; )

here's a song lyrics for you : (ikut tone lagu " i'm coming home" )

he's coming home, he's coming home,

tell the world he's coming home,

let the cheese cake waits in there,

waiting for you to come and share,

and though the pink room awaits,

and then the dog is back again,

he's coming home, he's coming home,

tell the world he's coming home..

p/S : susah tahu tak i and adik buat. tolongla appreciate it ! :D

2011-04-08T16:22:00.004+08:00

leaderships?

what a day. meeting at 12.30 till 1.40pm. they gave a talk about leaderships. man, i dont think so im a prefect that fit for those 'six pillars' they are talking about. maybe three of them is but not all. hehe, i guess nobody's perfect alright? (:

2011-04-06T21:53:00.004+08:00

activities of the month :

try to catch up in add maths

softball game training next tuesday for houses.

2011-04-04T21:07:00.003+08:00

its all about me. no others. so let me live in the way i want.

do not conquer me . thats the only thing i ever ask for.

wake up . nothing is true in this world. only lies are true.

do not believe what others say. just look forward to your

hopes and dreams.

whatever you think and feels. keep it to yourself.

do not share with others. just be selfish for this time.

my principles of life .

letters

2011-03-28T17:24:00.004+08:00

reading letters... hpemm,, its okay for me. not to say its childish but thats where people writes down how they felt to somebody and thats because they're afraid to talk to them or in other words they're not brave enough to step out and say hi and stuffs. i had my own letters too you know. i had it in a box or maybe a tupperware? or more to a box containing over hundreds of these letters. do i have dear JOHN letters? maybe and maybe not. geez.. am i a love letter writer or what? not exactly. i got these from my friends and sometimes family. whatever notes or messages they left for me then i'll keep it. the best thing about keeping all this was, when you're free and you started taking out all these letters and read. you'll find it funny and you just cant stop laughing. you might think you cant believe that you wrote all this to your friend and stuffs but thats how life runs and works. memories and smiles, the best medicine ever to cure a broken heart.

SPM results 2011

2011-03-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

gor, now you're officially and ex-students from SMK Gunung Rapat. dont'cha miss your school? your friends over there? teachers? memories? hpemm,, anyway congratz cause pass with flying colors. papa and mama is proud of you. well me too la of course. it just unbelievable that you score A for you moral?! man, i didnt even see you study well for that and you actually got an A -.- i guess i'll get that too in SPM. kacang saje la. haha. well as i promise i'll treat you a cheese cake from secret recipe when you come back. but of course you'll have to drive me there if you want it :) win win situation mah kan kan? as you know i got D for my add maths in school. hate add maths! how come you love it and i dont. in the other way around, i got an A for chemistry. take that you! well i guess we both have different likes and dislikes. okayy,, thats all i guess. congratz once again! :D adik doakan kejayaan abang di sarawak. just dont find an asli girlfriend kay ;) find a chinese or a mat-salleh la. haha byeee and take care :D

happy birthday

2011-03-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

hey suraya sidek!
happy birthday girl. you're officially 16 now :)
years and years had passes and you're growing more and more beautiful and so is our friendship.
hope our friendship will never last. last but not least, iloveyou!

anti drugs :0

2011-03-21T16:33:00.005+08:00

you might always think colorful things are always attractive isnt it? rainbow? colorful tee? shoes? laces? and balloons? or maybe even drugs? the main point is. why wanna try to take drugs even though you know it might ruin your life forever? got addicted and started behaving like a mad person? taking drugs means letting out stress? bullshits la. more stress actually. do you even know how much they cost?! they make them in pink, blue,orange or whatsoever color just to attract you. man, why not just take sweets instead. for instant, candies? or maybe chocolates? example: M&M is a chocolate, its colorful and t has the exact shape like those drugs you took . why take drugs when you have M&M right? :D see? got it right. seek for a better path other than taking drugs.

you took this? ;

try changing it to :

just making the world a better place ;)

2011-03-11T23:08:00.006+08:00

SUKA SUKI

semua kesayangan saya ♥

2011-03-06T17:51:00.003+08:00

je t'aime toujours :)

2011-03-04T16:15:00.004+08:00

inilah akibatnya jika

duduk seorang seorang kat rumah ;)

exams!

2011-03-01T18:46:00.004+08:00

damn it! exams is tomorrow and im not even prepared yet. last minute studies huh? well thats me :D im not like those mathletes and those brainacs who once they read they understands all. i need much more time. time is still ticking and passing by. next, countdown to the first form4 year exams :| minimum C? man, thats hard. add-maths? hope to get. biology and history? well i dont think so but still im gonna try my best and do it. *peace out*

2011-02-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

wishing you would be right here now.

i'm sure gonna miss you always and forever.

miss princess

2011-02-26T18:20:00.006+08:00

post ini is dedicated to princess yang ku-sayangi;

dear puteri, kaw tau tak pemergian-mu telah memberi impak yang terbesar kepada kita semua. i never thought i would miss you that much after the farewell hari tu. i seriously tak nak kamo pergi but you have already made up your mind so let just be it. take care kat situ and jangan takot nak tegur org lain. be loving, sporting and caring. ingat ni moto group rose in pandu. starting next week, dalam kelas 4av tiada ku dengar lagi suara ketawa awak masa bm. waktu koko pandu nanti tak akan ku dengar lagi sura si komander kecik bagi command. and masa wad homework di rumah tak akan ku dengar juga suara awak calling from phone. :'( memories together dengan kmu start waktu sekolah rendah sampai la hari ini. one warning! jangan sesekali luper kat kita semua. jika tak happy kat situ OR kena bully ke pape, tak tau wad homework just call me tau. ape yang ingin saya sampaikan di sini adalah sama dengan lagu yang kmu dengar bila bukak je blog saya.

"whereever you go, whatever you do,

i will be right here waiting for you,

whatever it takes or how my heart breaks,

i will be right here waiting for you"

ILOVEYOUPRINCESS

i'll be right here :}

2011-02-13T22:04:00.003+08:00

i came and visit you today.you look fine and healthy but seems sad. im sorry for not picking you up today. just hold on okay. i'll come back tomorrow. right after school i'll come. i promise. i'll never leave you so dont worry. i'll make sure you'll always be happy and i'll protect you till the end of life. be good okay and i miss you. at the moment im about to leave i saw your watery eyes looking at me. im sorry for ignoring. i just cant take you home yet. you have to understand that you've just done your surgery so you need to rest okay. i've bought your favorite things. hurry up and come back and take your valentine present okay? be strong and i miss you Barbi, my pup :(

she's away :[

2011-02-12T12:21:00.005+08:00

dear Barbi;

i know you might think that we've left you there but actually we're not. we're just taking you to the clinic for check-up for like three days and i'll come and pick you up. so dont worry. you're my puppy always and forever and im not giving you up. i'll make sure you're fine okay :) stay good and be strong. take care over there and be nice to others. dont bully those doctors and nurses over there okay. i love you! please take care.

santa :)

2011-02-07T17:40:00.004+08:00

i've finished my homeworks and assignments :}

im finally free to fb and blog. santa claus is the title

of everything :) love coloring but not drawing.

the drawing was credit to my mama. thanks mama.

iloveyou. without you i'm nothing at all.

paperPlanes :)

2011-02-05T23:12:00.006+08:00

the history has been made. soul sisters were no longer exist and now paperPlanes has taken over them. paperPlanes i love you. please fly above us always and forever.

i will be back :)

2011-01-31T23:05:00.005+08:00

i'll be gone for 6 days. balik kampung yaw! :D for the mean time it means no facebook-ing and not blogging, so wanna contact me? just give me a call or just leave me a message.

bye and take care :D

sincerely; chiunies

home-duel with homeworks

2011-01-30T22:20:00.010+08:00

staying at home is like a hard thing for me. its like being quarantine in some kind of place and you cant even breathe. im so alone at home and i actually did my homework. i cant even believe that im actually doing it. well then great success. i've finished most of it. first was history then second was summary and third maths and komsas. my table was like full of books and more books. what to do? hurry up and just finished it before CHINESE NEW YEAR. i just wanna have fun for this new year without any stress of homeworks. one on one with them is really suffering. especially add-maths. gosh. keep it low would you. must you be that hard? tsk. what can i do? life's is full of challenges and i've to accept my fate. form4 life really does challenge alot but im willing to go through it but still i hate homeworks. urghh :{ give me a break.

the leaving of her

2011-01-29T15:50:00.006+08:00

the above one was my one of best friend. we got actually got close since last year and we're still friends right here and right now. she begins her form 3 life where us the afternoon sessions students came to morning. she was elected to guide our class as a classroom leader and that was the time her name, noorul asiah existed in my life. we're in the same class and the same house colors. we're always playing and having funs together but now she's going away far from us. away from our school and class. it seems like she's not gonna come back anymore. but she did promise that she'll come back and visit us. hope you would do so and im always looking forward to that day. hope to see you soon my friend and we'll be missing you.

take care and i love you asiah :)

HER ♥

2011-01-28T18:13:00.009+08:00

Anis Dayana Bt Rosly. berumur 17 pd tahun ni. dia ialah best best friend ak dan dialah orang yang plg best skali. sorang bdk hostel yg comel and sorang kadet yg plg bergaya. ske puji diri sendiri tapi kdg2 ape yg dia ckap tuh mmg benar. dialah org yg plg ak sayangi di sekolah so inilah dia, kakak fair ak. iloveher!

studies :0

2011-01-15T16:01:00.004+08:00

GOD. damn it. life as form4 really sucks. so called honey-moon year huh. just got into science stream and everything changes. dear mama science, i knew you since i was standard 4. its quite a long time you see. we've been friends for almost like 6 years and we could communicate well. how come in the seventh year you start bullying me? did i did something wrong? why is it so hard to understand you? i've tried really hard and nothing works. i'll just have to date with you every night in my room. two weeks ago i've just meet your new kids which you named them as biology, physics and chemistry. among those three kids whom i love the most was chemistry. she's easy to understand compared to the other kids you have there. you see i wanna be a chemical engineer if possible when i grow up and i wish that your daughters would really help me to achieve that dream. so deal? i promise to take care of them and at the other way around you'll have to take care of me. D-E-A-L. ilysmamascience :)

things to use during my date:

books
highlighter
pen
pencil
headphone
PSP

time machines?::

2010-11-30T10:01:00.001+08:00

exactly 11 days i havent see any of my members and friends. kinda miss them honestly. miss the school, their faces, their laughs and their bullshits. missing them is the only hobby i currently have right now. wish i could just turn back time and re-start everything again. its just impossible right? people need to grow up and we dont always stay like a kid forever. what beyond us? i have no idea and thats what make life so simple and beautiful. have you heard of time machine? i've heard a lot of stories about them when i was still a brat. in fantasy world, movies and even cartoons has a lot of this fictional object. real world? tsk. dont even think about it. there's nothing called the time machine and nothing called turning back time. just face the truth. dont regret for what you have done in the past. just let it be there and let it crave in your heart just like a tattoo. keep moving forward and there's no looking back. keep on thinking about the past usually make things worse. never ever criticize people for their past and im sure that no one will do the same to you. im sure you dont like people bringing up your mistakes over and over again dont'cha? so just wondering whats beyond us and not whats behind us. always keep smiling and move on and your life would be great. trust me :)

ouran re-fever :) -for now-

2010-11-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

dedicated to nickiyap-desu :D

so this holiday term was kinda bored. nothing else to do except walking around my house and going to the toilet more frequently due to some reasons. so you see im damn freaking boring at home so my mum and sister took me to jusco for the popular book fair. i thought it may be bored cause usually bookfair are for those people who love to read and those bookworms to go to and fyi its CHONG CHIU GIN not me. there,, those people were full of specs with collars button up. people! SPM and SPTM is coming how come there still lots of people in the supermarket. i mean fine who cares. so mum says to have a look at those books or whatever they have there. well as her daughter i should probably obey her. then, nickiyap open your eyes wide enough to read this. i saw anime dvd section full of anime. and dont know why that particular pink dvd cover glows. haha. freaking cool! hey seriously its glowing like those heaven's light you got from cameron shinning to it. yup i know you must be thinking im exaggerating. well yes i am. so what? its my blog right? loserr. anyway nickiyap im no kasanoda, im hikaru by the way :) in the end i beg my mum to the cashier and she nodded aggre be my ATM card. so thats it. thats how the ouran high school host club is now resting in peace in the dvd anime collection cupboard. thankyouverymuch.;)

thats me. NOT! at least one of them is. :P

etujew, now you can close back your eyes to the normal size. thanks for reading. so then close the window that you've open for my blog. pls and thankyou XD

last day of 2010

2010-11-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

the beginning of the end. thats the vision that i've been always living on. time passes quickly and soon my school life as a PMR student were over. knowing them was the best memories ever in my life. its sad to leave but at least we did made some memories together so far. just wanna tell you guys thanks for everything and i love you :) you'll always remain in my mind

books of memories

2010-10-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

"there you are,

standing right in front of me

waving and smiling.

i tried to get close but

you just keep fading away.

eventhough you're gone. you're still

in my mind :)" i said

there are things that are best left unsaid and forgotten ; such things throughout history have left strange and hunting memories in the minds of those involved. nevertheless, we are drawn to our memories...

im just flipping a history book on my hand. while it flips i can see visions coming to me. its like im watching a movie or something. now that i realize my memories was actually being played. its like a black and white movie and its moving fast. i saw what i did in my past.everything. i pause it and i replay it again. i can see what a jerk i've been. i tried to erase it but i couldnt. its a part of me now. as it keeps on playing i saw myself right in front of my eyes and its horrible. just a tiny snap from my sister im awake from the dream. the book im holding was just a normal history book but i could somehow read or watch my past and this is so freaking cool. i wanna try it again by flipping it again again and again but there's nothing. no vision. no black and white pictures. nothing. thanks alot.

touches and smiles :)

2010-10-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

You smile I smile

Hey hey hey

You smile I smile

I smile I smile I smile

You smile I smile

Make me smile baby

no matter what happen every single day, i'll always bear a smile on my face.act like nothing's wrong and everything is fine. i may look fine but im actually not. i am who i am. i may not be perfect but im perfect to someone. letting away of those jealously and anger really does help alot. its not easy but at least we tried. just take a deep breath and release them away from you . its easy to say unless you get to try it yourself.

looking in the mirror. starring at the one right in front of me. wondering are both of us the same? looks the same but may be different. it reflects my true self on it. there's no need to pretend and there's no need to wear fake masks. you are born as who you are.not what others want you to be. its your life and it should be full of you all the time. just dont judge yourself with others cause you'll never be the same as them.

you're holding me tight when im scared. you're willing to borrow me your shoulder when i needed to cry. you're lending me a hand when im in trouble. you're always there for me. you may always treating me cold but im sure that you have me in you and you're in mine too.

gaps

2010-09-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

i have been through alot of things this year. i've not change okay. i just grew up that's all. maybe you should try it or maybe in another case you never wanted to grow up. you couldnt stay like this forever. you have to take the first step so people could understand you more. you finally talk or maybe put it this way,writing a letter to me. im glad you did that. you finally let go the burden and all those madness that you've been carrying on your back for a long time. learn to forgive and forget okay. humans do make mistakes all the times. its our nature and thats what we always do. thats why we were given a second chance to undo what we had done in the past. you finally accept the truth but still we couldnt turn back to the way we used to be. there's always a gap doesnt it? no matter how much i've tried to convince you but in the end it would just never turn out to be way its supposed to be. remember how closed we used to be? yeah i miss hat alot. all i ever wanted is you to forgive me. i really hope you'll do. i just wanted to say that im tried. im tried for not talking to you. acting like you're invinsible. im sick of it. i cant live in a life full of darkness and guiltiness anymore. im not like you. im different and you're different. we both are different individuals okay. dont mixed it up and dont judge me with others. judging thats what i hate the most. hope you could really understand that.

chevalier lemon,,

Today!

2010-08-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

I was like living in a dream full of fantasy. I know it sounds crazy but it does look like that to me. Today was the greatest birthday party of all. My friends were all here with me celebrating OUR birthday. They make me felt that im not alone. I never am. I have them for today, always and forever. They are a part of of my life. It seems that what I have been thinking for nowadays are like bullshits. I always thought that without that person I couldn’t carry on living,. Well its not true. So not true! Im still living happily every single day with a big smile on my face together with my buddies and girlfriends. They have given me a happy school life. Having a party in the school canteen, buying cakes and singing birthday songs for US! Why do I say Us? Cause we’re celebrating 3 persons birthday at the same time. Blowing out candles and cutting cakes. Three of us did that together. Feeding each other with cakes and giving warm hugs arethe best moments that I could ever think of. Sharing is caring. This does makes us to get closer. Don’cha think? Presents giving time. I gave you your present and you gave me back one. love is the greatest. Friends are irreplaceable. You lost one of them and they might not return to you afain. That what makes us treasure friendships a lot. Thanks for the party you guys! And not forgetting those early birthday wishes and presents. Love yaw :D

what could it be?

2010-08-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

5 days! 5 days has pass and you are still not talking to me! i wrote you a note telling you that i miss you but yet you didnt reply. well thats what i always expected from you. people say you care for me alot. but i dont think so. you know what i? im still bearing about you all the time. i keep telling myself that you dont mean it. you didint mean to do that to me. well i guess all my expectation about you is all wrong. did i did something wrong that makes you mad? could it be that problem again? you wouldnt talk to me even though i walk pass by. is acting stupid and pretending your favorite pastime? people told me that they see you stalking on me when im standing alone or maybe with some other people. you prefer to stalk behind a pole but not coming up to me and tell me whats you problem. you're just like that person don'cha? keeping all the things away and shut them up. you think you're so proud keeping all those freaking problems away? well sorry dude i dont think so. its not proud.its lame okay?! dont get it all wrong. just tell me what's the matter with you and i promise to listen it carefully okay?

SIGNING OUT...

YOU'RE NOT THE ONE

2010-08-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

do you know that you are no longer mine? or maybe the other way around. put it this way. i'm no longer yours okay? you seems different as time passes and you changed. we used to hang together and do everything together. because of a tiny mistake and misunderstand, you had changed into another person who i felt unfamiliar to. you only care for others but not me. you're treating people nice and good but not me. what does this mean? if you're trying to make me jealous, im sorry cause its not working. i know what your plan is. dont think that im so stupid that i couldnt notice what are you doing okay? i may look blur all the time but for this time i can tell you that im not! i'm perfectly fresh and wide awake. stop thinking that im a doll or puppet or whatsoever that you could control me and do whatever you wanna do. i never told you this but you S-U-C-K-S! and we were never meant to be together from the start. i shouldnt have take this path. i wish i could turn back and start again but im already in the dead end. you had just left a deep impression in me. im getting rid of you from my life. goodbyeee :)

one last time

2010-08-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

life's full of lies don'cha think? you trust that person alot and in return this special one doesnt return anything to you. life's bullshits! once you fell like giving up,that person would come out all the sudden and like give you a hand and trying to care about you and they even told you how much they love and care for you. they say i love you to you and wanted you to trust them and in the exact moment you do believe in them and you feel happy to hear that.you would even felt touched and all the anger that you keep inside your heart would just fade away in a split second after they told you these sweet words. is so simple right? and exactly after the happy moments everything would just return back to the way it's used to be. its like you were in the heaven and you felt that your happiness has finally begun and then this is where the doom begins.they'll throw you from up down to the hell. they gave you a new hope and a new life in a second and after that they would just take it away from you. each and every time is the same. they just wont stay constant dont they. its like you have been stab again again and again and after you have healed they will do the same thing again. they'll dump you aside like a piece of toy after playing with and when they're bored they would take you out to play again and they'll dump you aside without knowing the pain we have been through all the time. will your action be the one last time or you'll do that over and over again like a circle without end?

2010-08-08T12:42:00.000+08:00

though miles are lie in between us

we are never far apart,

for friendship doesn't count miles,

its measured by the heart.

you told me to decide and i did exactly as you said so but in the end you judge the decision i had just made. dont'cha think is like your decision more than mine. you never trust me. you always thought that i abandoned you and you refers me to others like have no heart and i'm nothing but an empty shell. i have people whom i care a lot out there, and yet you always thought that i care for them more than you. you always think that you have been stepping aside by ignoring me and give me spaces for my life to care for others. but deep down inside you are there. you are not invisible and you just dont disappear in the middle of no where. i care for you as much as you care for me. sometimes you too did the same thing and i;m fine with it cause i know i'm still yours. i guess we're even then? 17 days have past and yet not a single conversation is held up like we used to be. i hate it when you do the glare look at me. i'm not the one who is only wrong okay? i understand how you feels too but you dont understand me. you prefer to tell others how you feel but not coming up to me. what does that means? hiding away and trying to get rid of me?! crying dont solves all this,why not just put this problem out and tell me what's your problem and i'll tell you what's mine. deal. end of the story.

last day trial batch 2010

2010-08-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

tehee~ exam dah habis today.. AWESOME! MARVELOUS! AND FABULOUS! hakhak. lets see today early in the morning i'm walking in the dewan and study again for sejarah paper and scince paper one. i didn't actually touch my science. i focus on sejarah more.. haha so my gang came and first thing grace wishes me "happy 6 months" then i was like "huh? for what? ohh..anniversary.." -looks tuntun then suddenly shocked- "ohh my god!! anniversary i forgot. opsss... haahh 06 August 2010" hurry up and search for her and the birthday princess <> found princess first and gave her a birthday hug.. aww.. love her damn much. and i found anis. ask her what's today date and she told me 6 months leh.. haha she remembers owh.. i'm happy enough for everything! grace was like aww.. so sweet~. cheh. grace fyi, you lagi lah sweet.. morals girls were being kicked out from the hall and we lepak at dataran studying. after that, again went back to the hall to line up. while walking missy j told us to hafal pictures from the textbook. the conversation sounds like this:

-walking back to the hall-

miss j:ehh..i'm telling you all to hafal those sejarah pictures arh. coming out leh.

nicki: WHAT?! you crazy arh? there's more than a 1000 pictures in here. chiu.. you listen what she talking.

chiu: *singing* -you are the only exception,cuz you are the only exception- ehh what lah.. nonsense lah you.. continue singing..

grace,su and sash: -tertinggal kt belakang-

after 15 minutes went back class following our classes and she was waiting outside with her friends and dengan tidak rase segan, dye pergi jerit nama i saying gudluck! geee~ thanks yaw :) and grace was like saying "aww... i'm melting..i'm melting.." "grace dont'cha think is too much. alaa..jgn la jeles.. hahah" study study study and exam.. wohoo~ recess and exam again.. after that freedom!! lalla~ went and find mr. TJ for photography club work.. calculator tekan--tekan--tekan.. finally done hantar paper and chaow.. 12.25pm belah smua like chicken to balik rumah on9! hhaah

hereby declare, TRIAL PMR BATCH 2010 OFFICIALLY OVER!!

written by, chunie chong

2010-07-26T15:32:00.001+08:00

hariee koko and asiah's b'day!! 24 july 2010 ;)

chiu and shahirah

sue and nick XD

chiu and paan ;)

chiu and cenah :)

alia and cik sue ^^

chiu and anis ❤

chiu and asiah-b'day gal- :P

the best day ever.. i've fun and having precious memories with lots and lots of people. thankyou guys :)

...hostel visit...

2010-06-27T20:33:00.001+08:00

pictures !

PAAN i got you! hahah

...rest in peace...

2010-06-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

i would like to say i'm sorry to post this post late..

dear NONY..

i'm sorry for your lost.. i know exactly how you feel because i do felt that once when my dearest one left me. its hard to believe and you felt like a dream but it is a reality. . just want you to know that we are always here for you.. you were never alone. may your papa rest in peace and may god bless him..

the story about 3 Avicennia 2010

2010-06-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

the story of 3 AV begins on the first of open school in the year of 2010. our class was located at block A in our school and on the highest floor. students in it were all targeted students and that's what make us stress like hell. class teacher of 3 AVICENNIA is puan norlida. class monitor of the year noorul asiah the talkative one of course. S/U of the year nur ayuni and the treasurer is syuhei. next, the AVICENNIANS are :

1. mail 2. mardhi 3. alia 4. fairuz 5.nula 6. chunie (me) 7. grace yap 8.tikah 9.sandra

10. faa 11. sash 12. jen 13. syak 14. suxian 15. nicki yap 16. ting2 17. jibo 18. wuida

19. mimi 20. hamid 21. sue 22. nurriz 23. dede 24. suria 25. ain 26. fatin 27. abbhi

28. jacin 29. julia 30. put

we were like a big family.. trust and love is important of course. 3 avicennia is like another home for me..

...never and ever...

2010-06-08T10:06:00.000+08:00

trust me or not is still up to you. i'm telling you the truth and yet you are not believing me. what can i do? is it always me that the one who is selfish? well i'm not, i was just trying to make sure that you are always by my side. sad and sorrow is within me and yet you cant even notice it. what kind of a person are you? you are not the person i knew once before this. return the person i want to me! give me back! all i ever need is you but still you wish to care for others but not me. i felt left out like i always used to be. every night i'm just about you,looking back to our past and memories that we have been through together. missing you badly and trying to bring you back by my side. but still it doesnt work out as the way it used to be...

a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step

2010-06-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

i'm always waiting for you and you are waiting for me. we both are waiting for one another and no one is dare to take out the first single step. we saw each other almost everyday and yet not even a single conversation is held up. all we did was to say hi and bye. we felt like strangers to each other even though we knew each other quite a while. is it me or what that i'm the only one who is always obsessed and concern about you? why don't you care for me and why are you always treating me so cold? i guess i'm not as important as i think i am in your life or perhaps you already have somebody else in your heart that is way much much more important than me. no matter how i'm always trying my best to tell you how i feel. when i wanted to talk to you and wanted to start our conversation i felt like you wanna run-away and get lost. well fine you wanna get lost then do it. no one is stopping you. but... at i see you go further and further away from me i felt so scared. i'm feeling being abandon by you. i bet that you dont even care huh? all i want you to know that i'm not giving you up that easily because we are meant to met each other and meant be together.

...friends...

2010-05-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION to the two human beings in the whole wide world:

you see..i knew you both quite a long time already

and its almost been 12 years since we all be friends.

i knew you guys since i was in kindergarten and to primary

school and now middle school or maybe even to college

or university.i mean who knows maybe we even work at the

same place in the future.we share our memories together.

we laugh,cried and even fooled around together especially in school.

trust me those secrets you people told me i had locked it in a chamber

in my heart which is known as the left ventricle. this is one of the reason

why left ventricle is the largest piece of chamber in the heart.

crapping and gossiping had been our favorite past time since i dont know

when. we had alot of things in common. for example we had kkk-s and we love

them so so damn freaking much. plus since form1 all our koko activities we signing

up for had been the same and during group activities we were even like uhu glues sticking

to one another.besides that there are so much more that we like

to do and not to do. we had been through a lot of hardships and we are still

friends. there were times that we argue and ignoring each other but now it seems

like it was just a test to test our friendship.like i say

"friendship is like a cement that holds the earth in a piece"

it will never break up unless someone wants to butt in and destroy everything.

last but not least i love you Grace Yap and Nicki Yap and thanks for being here

with me all the time. and i would like to apologize to you guys if i did anything wrong.

i'm sorry and i love you guys. <3

...birthday...

2010-05-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

24th May 2010 is the day...

wake up early in the morning and i'm

energetic. why?? because today was

an exciting day for me..hehes its actually

anis's b'day.. LOL swt much ryte??

well she's the closest senior i ever had so

sayang her more.. lets see i had made her a

b'day card full of pictures and our memories

together in it which include grace,geen na,

su xian, april and wan mei.. not forgetting my

sister of course.. well the whole card was nice

and i like it alot and even grace and su says its ok ^^

all done.. 1st thing first i have to hunt for

the b'day girl around the school..

*hunting... hunting... hunting...* finally found her..

chuck the card to her and wishes her hepi b'day!!

wanted to salam her but too late the head-prefect was here

and so i walked away.. well my work is done and really

hope that she would really like that not so valuable card..

last but not least.. HAPPY B'DAY ONCE AGAIN ANIS!! ❤

...magics...

2010-03-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

i had nothing much to write since SHE was not here.. all i could feel is her presence in my dream ✖_✖

TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

2010-02-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

one day a boy asked a girl to marry him,
the girl gave him a challenge to live a
day without her only then she'll marry him.
no communication was there in 24 hours,
he didn't know that she has only 24 hours
to life cause she's ill... after 24 hours
he went to her house holding a ring and he was
shocked to know that she was dead.. she left
a letter to him saying that " you did it, you
can live without me.. do it everyday my love..
I MISS YOU!!♥
* this is truly a sad story*

2009-08-27T22:23:00.001+08:00

MY PRESENTS ^^

tis pounch was given by grace n de hp
string was given by my bro

tis lovely cup was given by
wan mei...thx yarh

tis snoopy toy pulak given by sai hou..
thx arh..XD

tis giant book was given by my parents

LOL.. yoke jen spoiled my stapler n now
she ganti balik a smaller n cuter stapler 4 me hahaha

tis key chain leh was given by my god sisters..

THX ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-17T10:12:00.000+08:00

i hav found back my ANGELKOO..
haha damn happy.. unbelievable
that she still remember me..
i knew ANGEL since i was 5 years
old larh weh.. can be known as my
childhood fren lorh...

LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY ANGEL DEAR!!!

2008-12-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS...

today go TESCO 18 bought a CHRISTMAS TREE haha... my bro,sis,mum and i all sponsor stuff to decorate da tree..fuyohh bought adi almost rm 55 haha but its worth it christmas oni once in a year futhermore tis is da 1st year my family bought a christmas tree to decorate our house.after our tree is done it looks like tis:looks abit weird in picture but when vv nice when you c it in my house.those frens which is invited to my party sure you can c da tree wan on 21st December 2008..^^